unconcerned but not indifferent.

Note to self;

bleach mustache at some point. You don’t want to turn into Auntie Betty, god rest her soul.

Feeling a million times better, didn’t sleep till 6/7am so i’m just up. Going to hop in the shower (yes actually hop, as there’s a big ledge and i’ve nearly fell over of it many many times…) then go down to Patna to clap some horses and poke the coal fire. And Sarah’s phonecall in the wee hours of this morning was Too Much, “my jacket is made out of cat, you know miaowmiaowmiaow.!” “TWILIGHT DILDO!”

Brainstorming ideas for superkawaiimama’s vintage christmas, just because. Oh. I’ve just realised i said i’d do this fashion show on the thirtieth, last time practically nothing fitted me and about six old ladies turned up. See those nuns, they know fuck all about humility….

Night Song at Amalfi
by Sara Teasdale

I asked the heaven of stars
What I should give my love —
It answered me with silence,
Silence above.

I asked the darkened sea
Down where the fishers go —
It answered me with silence,
Silence below.

Oh, I could give him weeping,
Or I could give him song —
But how can I give silence
My whole life long?

Having a bit of a ‘mare. See it’d be different if i just didn’t give a fuck, i could just walk away but i Love the bones of this boy. And he tells me loves me just as much, more than my silly head can fathom likely. We’re fucking perfect for eachother, too.

So my lips started looking a weird mauve colour ‘cause i’ve sat in bed all day not eating or drinking. Good-oh. S’alright i had a can of Irn Bru and some micro-chips. Call me a comfort eater and i’ll cock punch you, even if you don’t have a cock. Iplayer is being an arse, so i can’t watch Enid. I’ve never been a fan of Enid Blytons childrens books but this film about her life looks interesting. And i’d watch Helena Bonham-Carter in just about anything. Part of the ‘Women We Loved’ season on the Beeb. Another two about Margot Fonteyn (Ann-Marie Duff) and Gracie Fields (Jane Horrocks). “These films are sympathetic but frank dramatisations of women in the spotlight and how their backstage lives play out.”

EDIT; hang on iplayer Is working, Enid it is then. Maybe some Garrows Law.

i'll just stay in bed all day then

“bibliotheque started following this tumblelog.”

always great to have a tumblr you love follow you. seriously, i heart you.